Where is Am I? – A Poetic Reflection

A prehistoric footprint at White Sands National Park in New Mexico, approximately 23,000 years old. Photograph by Dan Odess, courtesy of the National Park Service.

Inspiration for poetry often arises from the most innocuous moments. The following poem emerged after I entered a room and, in a moment of confusion (more and more frequent, sadly), questioned why I had entered the room—but in my muddled state, I bungled the question. Struck by my mangled verbs, I realized the existential weight of what I had inadvertently asked myself. It instantly became clear that I should craft a short poem exploring existential uncertainty and fragmented consciousness based on what I had asked in my muddled state, and thus Where is Am I? was born.


Where is Am I?

Where is Am I?
Caught between the breath and thought,
a question turning circles
in the hollow of my chest.
I seek the ground, yet find the sky—
or is it neither, just the haze
of dreams long folded into day?

Am I the echo,
or the voice that trembles back?
The shadow of a shadow,
a footfall lost to time’s soft track?

Where is Am I?
A fragment drifting through the hour,
a flicker in the endless light,
unsure if I was ever whole
or if the pieces were ever mine to find.


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