Here at the end of all my winding days,
behind me look I shall not, lest I see
what well I know, yet shrink to look upon:
one set of prints, and none beside my own.
Yet worse, and past all bearing of the heart,
to turn, and find the green grass ris’n again
where I had passed, and not a print of me,
no sign whatever that I once had been.
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Before the word, the light stood whole—
no edge to catch it, no angle
to prove it was there at all.
Then the word came, a shadow
thrown backward across the light,
trying to give an edge to what
threw no shadow of its own.
This is the failure built into naming:
the stone is cut so it can shine,
and cutting is a kind of loss—
a wound the light forgives
by entering it anyway.
So the word is not the thing.
It is the facet, not the fire.
Hold it still and it goes dark;
turn it, and for one breath
it remembers what it came from.
That breath is the poem.
Not the gem. The glimmer.
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The Cusan Sky
When color fails and sepia ascends,
it is not a lesser kingdom taking the throne—
it is the throne admitting
it was always borrowed light.
Blue steps down first,
humblest of the courtiers,
having pretended sky long enough.
Then green,
then every noon-loud hue,
filing out like a court dismissed
from a kingdom never theirs.
What ascends is not a color at all
but the confession beneath color—
the brown of old earth,
old paper,
old bone,
the ground from which all colors briefly rose,
waiting
the way silence waits
under every word
that thought itself necessary.
This is not dusk.
Dusk still bargains with the sun.
This is the sky
relinquishing every borrowed name,
becoming itself
by what it is no longer—
not red,
not gold,
not the day you expected,
but the day before adjectives.
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AUSTERE HOUSE
Beginnings stretch outward.
A trembling breath lingers.
Silence gestates
before the word is spoken.
The air holds still,
struck through with sensation,
as the unseen gathers
toward its trembling.
What do I see?
A shadow
escorted like a cenotaph,
a face dissolved
through clouds of doctrine.
What do I hear?
The long decay
of a voice grown old,
a quarrel flowering again
in the rooms of forgetting;
names abandoned,
a litany of the missing,
whose silence now
cuts more savagely
than their speech ever did.
What do I know?
I carry
the weight of not-knowing,
and raise from absence
its austere house.
Less than I imagine,
less than I understand.
Yet more
than I dare remember,
I hold.
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Wastrel Words
Wastrel words, freely falling,
proliferate across the civic square—
each one a coin debased by minting,
spending itself before it’s there.
We talk and talk and fill the air
with syllables that cost us nothing,
the public tongue grown fat and dull,
its silences worth more than something.
What once was said with care and weight
now tumbles out, familiar, free—
a currency no longer backed
by thought, by blood, by what we’ve witnessed.
Speak less. Mean more. The word that waits
inside the throat, ungiven yet,
is richer than the thousand loosed
and already, mercifully, forgot.
