Night Reading

The poem finally opened itself:
after readings enough, I saw
how the line broke, why
that word and not another.

The pleasure—self forgotten
in attending, briefly lodged
in someone else’s precision,
language doing its work.

Book to shelf. Poem to page.
The body turns to its ablutions:
water, soap, the day undone.

I glance up at the mirror—
it will not hold image.

Water still running. My hands, still wet, suspended.
The book already distant on its shelf,
the lines loosening, unheld.

Apologia to the Winter Sky

We cast aspersions on malignant stars,
nary looking within—as if the heavens
bore the weight of our own wandering,
as if complaint itself could absolve
what we ourselves have wrought. The fault
lies not above but here, yet ever more
we search the winter sky for something
distant to indict, to carry
what is ours alone, when all along
the icy vault will not bear our blame—
only our faces, turned upward, unseeing, away.