On the Em Dash

The em dash—now ever present in my writing—was, for the better part of my life, a non-entity. For several obvious reasons.

First, though it may have appeared in my handwritten script, I scarcely distinguished it from an ordinary dash or hyphen; the length of line between words was inconsequential in my already indecipherable and increasingly illegible hand. In truth, I long remained unaware of its proper name, or of the distinctions of nomenclature that punctuation ascribes to the several lengths of line between words.

Second, my earliest years of composition were spent at the typewriter. There, whether composing at the typewriter or transcribing handwritten script at the typewriter for submission and review, I knew only the dash—or the double dash—a generally unattractive contrivance, with space-dash-space between words when some pause seemed warranted. Better, I thought, a semicolon, a colon, or perhaps parenthetical for the offset thought.

And then came my first decades at the computer, where a stilted admixture of bureaucratic and legalistic form constrained me: such mandated style allowed no room for such expressive gestures. The dash—any dash—was a rarity in the acceptable prose of the office.

But in retirement, in the rediscovery of prose and poetry and possibility, I learned how easily the ungainly dash could be replaced by its elegant cousin—the em dash. And so I was converted: from endless parentheticals, unsightly space-dash-space, and other intrusive devices, to this versatile and dashing stroke. Poets and novelists know its power—and so, it seems, to the consternation of creative writers everywhere, does artificial intelligence.

The Subconscious Muse: The Night Mind at Work

Hare Hunt, Hermitage of San Baudelio, Casillas de Berlanga (Soria)
Anonymous, c. 1125
Copyright ©Museo Nacional del Prado

The hunt for the right words often takes place in darkness, while the waking mind rests. Hare Hunt (c. 1125) depicted in this famous fresco from the Prado seems a fitting illustration for my essay exploring my oneiric creative process—given much of my writing involves pursuing words that race ahead faster than I can record them, gifts from the subconscious delivered whole upon waking.
Hare Hunt, Hermitage of San Baudelio, Casillas de Berlanga (Soria)
Anonymous, c. 1125
Copyright ©Museo Nacional del Prado

From my earliest years, my creative process—whether literary or scholarly—has been curiously nocturnal. Much of my work, I have found, is done while I sleep. When faced with a task, I assign it, quite literally, to my subconscious mind and then close my eyes, surrendering to productive sleep.

As a student, this practice became a quiet ritual. When a paper was due, I would already know the topic, the sources I intended to use, and what I wished to accomplish. I would also, admittedly, wait until the evening before it was due—believing, and with reason, that fear brought a clarity of mind that was otherwise lacking. Thus, I would take a short nap before beginning. Upon waking, the entire outline of the paper would be present—clear, complete, and waiting. With a stack of books to my right, a blank sheaf of paper to my left, and a typewriter in front of me, I would set to work, and the paper would unfold almost as if dictated.

My professors noticed this strange fluency. The grades I earned and comments I received reflected it, but more telling were their requests to keep copies of my papers for their own files—something they did not ask of other students. I did not then understand that what they admired was less my discipline, or lack thereof, than the uncanny lucidity of the night mind that guided me.

Over the years, this oneiric gift has only deepened. I remain grateful for it. At times, an entire sentence or paragraph will suddenly appear either as I awake or will awake me in the middle of the night—perfectly formed, insistent, demanding to be recorded before it vanishes. At other times, these moments arrive unbidden, startling me out of unrelated thought; often, they are the flowering of a subject that I had briefly considered and set aside, unaware that it had continued germinating in the depths below consciousness.

When such inspiration surfaces, it comes in torrents. I rush to record the first few words, only to find myself laughing at the impossible speed with which the rest races ahead, leaving me chasing its tail through the air. Madness, perhaps—but a joyous one.

It is as if some part of the mind, working in silence while the waking self is distracted, composes and refines without interference. And when it deems the work ready, it releases it whole into consciousness—seed, stalk, and blossom at once. My task, then, is not to command this process, but to remain open to it, to receive it with gratitude, and to write before the vision fades. Refinement, if needed, may occur later.

What I once mistook for a personal oddity, I now recognize as a shared inheritance of the human mind—the work of the subconscious muse, the night mind ever at her loom, weaving thought into form before dawn breaks—although a nap in the midst of day will oft serve the purpose just as well.

The Hollow Archive: Polymathy Without Understanding

A Poetic Prelude

In labyrinths of lettered stone,
the scholars kneel and bow—
pages rustle like dry leaves
but wisdom does not stir.

They chant forgotten tongues,
their candles blind to dawning light.
The vessel fills but remains empty,
much learning heaped on barren ground.

Beneath the torrent of voices,
the river flows, silent and whole,
whispering to those who cease their chanting—
understanding begins in stillness.


Heraclitus “the Weeping Philosopher” (c.550-489 BC).
Attributed to Johan Moreelse (b. before 1594 -1634).

Knole © National Trust.

The Tyranny of Polymathy and the Silence of Wisdom

Among the scattered remains of Heraclitus’ thought, few sayings possess the enduring sharpness of this brief maxim: πολυμαθίη νόον οὐ διδάσκει — “much learning does not teach understanding” (Fragment XVIII, in The Art and Thought of Heraclitus, ed. Charles H. Kahn, Cambridge: Cambridge University Press, 1979, pp. 36–37). In a world increasingly captivated by the accumulation of knowledge, this ancient fragment persists as both a critique and a corrective.

Heraclitus of Ephesus, known to later generations as “the Obscure,” was not hostile to knowledge itself, but to its superficial accumulation. He reserved his sharpest disdain for those who amassed facts while remaining blind to deeper unity—figures such as Hesiod, Pythagoras, Xenophanes, and other fellow polymaths. To Heraclitus, the decisive mark of wisdom was not volume but depth, not possession of facts but recognition of λόγος (logos), the underlying order binding the manifold into one.

At the heart of his saying is the contrast between πολυμαθίη (polymathy, or the gathering of knowledge) and νόος (intelligence, intuitive understanding). Polymathy is acquisitive; it accumulates and catalogs. It may grow in quantity, but seldom in quality. Νόος, in Heraclitus’ conception, is penetrative—it cuts through the clutter, grasping the essential, perceiving the harmony hidden beneath the flux of appearances.

Modern Echoes: Information Without Insight

Heraclitus’ critique resonates acutely within the modern world. Never has humanity enjoyed such unrestricted access to knowledge. Vast databases, rapid transmission of ideas, and instantaneous retrieval of information define our age. Yet the paradox deepens: the world grows correspondingly impoverished in intelligence and understanding.

Data is abundant, but coherence is rare. Scholarly disciplines multiply, but their mutual intelligibility diminishes. Algorithms accumulate citations while human insight often withers beneath the sheer weight of accumulated text. Heraclitus reminds us that the mere collection of knowledge is not a pathway to wisdom; the two may diverge as sharply as night from day.

Heraclitus and the Machine Mind

This divergence is nowhere more manifest than in the emergence of artificial intelligence. Large language models, trained on incomprehensible expanses of text, generate fluent prose, plausible argumentation, and stylistic mimicry. They are polymathy mechanized: vast collectors, elegant rephrasers, yet fundamentally lacking in νόος.

Heraclitus would have recognized this phenomenon at once, for the problem is not the breadth of data but the absence of soul. In another pointed maxim, he declared: κακοὶ μάρτυρες ἀνθρώποισιν ὀφθαλμοὶ καὶ ὦτα, βαρβάρους ψυχὰς ἐχόντων —“eyes and ears are bad witnesses for men who have barbarian souls” (Fragment XVI, Kahn, pp. 34–35). It is not merely that the senses deceive, but that without a cultivated and receptive soul, sensory data remains inert, misapprehended, or altogether meaningless.

Machines “see” through vast datasets, “hear” through colossal corpora, but possess no ψυχή (soul), only a barbarian mimicry. Their testimony is immense but alien, their utterances fluent but soulless, incapable of partaking in the λόγος (logos) that Heraclitus saw as the ordering principle of reality. They traffic in appearances without substance, in signals without understanding.

Such systems compound the crisis by making superficial synthesis effortless, further displacing the contemplative labor essential to the cultivation of νόος. The true danger is not that machines think, but that they make it easier for humans to avoid thinking. The peril lies not in the tool itself, but in our eagerness to mistake mimicry for wisdom—to enthrone fluent appearance where only reflective engagement yields genuine understanding.

Conclusion: The Call to Stillness

Heraclitus, who spoke of the river that flows yet remains the same, calls us back to what is most essential: not the accumulation of voices, but the discernment of harmony; not endless learning, but the cultivation of understanding. His words remind us: the vessel may be filled to overflowing, yet remain empty of wisdom.

Against the relentless deluge of data, against the mechanical polymathy of our age, Heraclitus directs us to the deeper current. True understanding arises in the stillness where νόος awakens and the λόγος reveals its hidden thread. To cultivate νόος demands not accumulation but attention: the examined life, sustained reflection, and the pursuit of insight rather than quantity. The wisdom of Heraclitus remains as vital today as when it was first set down in fragments.


Source for Heraclitus: Charles H. Kahn, The Art and Thought of Heraclitus (Cambridge: Cambridge University Press, 1979).

The Poet’s Apparatus: On Method, Reflection, and the Gift of Context

“The poem is the cry of its occasion, / Part of the res itself and not about it.” — Wallace Stevens, “An Ordinary Evening in New Haven”


Lacrimae Sanguinis 2025: A Lamentation in Four Movements

By Donald S. Yarab

I.

Lacrimae sanguinis,
Animae nigrae hominum terram maculant.
They walk not as men, but as shadows unshriven,
Each step a silence, each breath a wound.
The ground groans beneath the weight of the fallen,
And justice, long buried, forgets her name.
No trumpet sounds for the guiltless slain,
Only the whisper of blood in the dust.¹

Lacrimae sanguinis—
The blackened souls of men stain the earth.


II.

Hate kindles fires no rain can quell,
Greed carves its name in the marrow of kings.
Fear is a vulture, circling unborn hopes,
Its wings beating lies into trembling hearts.
These three—unholy trinity—march undenied,²
And temples crack beneath their tread.
Where once stood gardens, now only ash—
And the breath of God withdraws in sorrow.³

Lacrimae sanguinis—
The blackened souls of men stain the earth.


III.

No voice comes forth from the cloud or flame,
The heavens are sealed in unyielding hush.⁴
The stars avert their gaze, and time forgets its course—
Even the winds have ceased to speak His name.
Altars stand cold, their offerings stale,
And the priest no longer lifts his hands.
The silence is not peace, but exile—
A stillness too vast for prayer to fill.⁵

Lacrimae sanguinis—
The blackened souls of men stain the earth.


IV.

He turned His face—and we, our backs.⁶
Not in wrath, but in weary disdain.
The mirror cracked, the image lost,
And we wander, eyes open yet unseeing.⁷
We build our Babels in crumbling dust,
Raise thrones upon bones, call ruin law.
Light knocks, but we bolt the gate from within—
And call the silence proof He never was.⁸

Lacrimae sanguinis—
The blackened souls of men stain the earth.


Footnotes:

  1. “Shadows unshriven” / “Justice… forgets her name” — Cf. Psalm 82:6–7 and Isaiah 59:14–15. Echoes of prophetic lament over moral collapse and unreconciled souls.
  2. “Unholy trinity” — An inverted image of Augustine’s De Trinitate: hate, greed, and fear form a perverse sacred order.
  3. “Gardens turned to ash” — Evokes Eden undone. The breath of God (Genesis 2:7) has withdrawn.
  4. “The heavens are sealed” — Amos 8:11–12; Lamentations 3:8. Divine silence as the most damning judgment.
  5. “Silence… not peace, but exile” — Apophatic void, not luminous unknowability. Cf. Isaiah 45:15: Deus absconditus.
  6. “He turned His face” — Inverts the Aaronic blessing (Numbers 6:24–26). A divine turning not in anger, but in sorrowful withdrawal.
  7. “Mirror cracked” — A fall from incomplete vision (1 Corinthians 13:12) into permanent distortion.
  8. “Call the silence proof He never was” — Resonates with Nietzsche’s “God is dead,” here framed as mutual estrangement, not denial.

Note: The image of the soul as stained through inordinate attachment finds classical expression in Summa Theologica I–II, Q.86, Art.1, where Aquinas defines sin’s stain not as a substance, but as a privation of the soul’s brightness—a metaphorical shadow cast when the soul cleaves inordinately to created things, against reason and divine order. In this lamentation, the stain is projected outward: what is blackened within stains the world without.ain is projected outward—what is blackened within stains the world without.


It is easy to imagine the critical response already. Some heir to Harold Bloom’s anxiety-of-influence throne would ascertain that I, the creator, am anxious, insecure, prone to nail-biting—that I found it necessary to express my anxiety in more apparatus than poem, drowning the verse in scholarly scaffolding because I lack confidence in the work’s ability to stand alone.

Such banal criticism would miss the point entirely. If I were anxious about critical reception, if I were truly insecure about the poem’s merits, I would have foregone apparatus altogether in sure foreknowledge of such harsh rebuke. The apparatus exists precisely because I am secure in my intent, my method, and my purpose. I am not writing for elite pedantics and pedagogues who jealously guard their interpretive privileges, but for myself and any who wish to partake of poetry’s riches, whatever their opportunity to swim in the canon’s depths.

The truth is, those who argue against apparatus are those who would have poems essentially confined to an elite club, complete with secret handshakes, symbols, and degrees of membership. Like Skull and Bones or the Masonic lodges, traditional poetry criticism has long functioned as an initiatory society where full membership requires years of study, the right mentors, and familiarity with increasingly obscure reference points. The “let the poem stand on its own” argument sounds democratically pure but functions as cultural gatekeeping, preserving poetry as the domain of those who already possess the cultural capital to decode allusions, recognize forms, and trace influences.

When critics rail against apparatus, they defend a system where interpretive authority belongs to those with the “right” education, the proper literary pedigree. The poem becomes a kind of shibboleth—if you do not immediately recognize the echoes of Job, the inversions of Augustine, the liturgical cadences, well, perhaps serious poetry isn’t for you.

My apparatus dismantles that exclusivity. It offers initial guideposts to anyone willing to engage, no secret handshakes required. This is cultural hospitality, not anxiety—a deliberate act of democratization that makes visible the materials from which the poem emerged.

The Method: Nexus, Interaction, Reflection

A poem does not emerge from nothing. It rises from what might be called a nexus—a convergence of memory, reading, experience, and the particular urgency that calls forth language. In composing Lacrimae Sanguinis, this nexus became especially visible: biblical lament tradition, Thomistic theology, contemporary spiritual desolation, and liturgical rhythms that have shaped both prayer and protest for centuries. But rather than hide this genealogy, I choose to make it visible as part of the poem’s offering.

The nexus is not a conscious construction—it cannot be willed into being. Rather, it emerges when conditions are right, when reading and experience have prepared a space where seemingly unrelated elements suddenly reveal their hidden kinship. The Latin refrain lacrimae sanguinis did not arise from scholarly deliberation but from convergence, where liturgical memory met contemporary anguish.

Within this nexus, meaning arises through interaction—the dynamic tension between elements that resist easy synthesis. The “unholy trinity” of hate, greed, and fear stands in deliberate tension with Augustine’s conception of divine Trinity, not as simple inversion but as recognition of how spiritual language can be perverted by the very forces it seeks to name and resist. The line “He turned His face—and we, our backs” emerges from interplay between the Aaronic blessing and the lived experience of mutual estrangement.

The apparatus participates in this interaction by creating dialogue between poem and source. When I note that “silence is not peace, but exile” resonates with Isaiah’s Deus absconditus, I do not suggest the poem merely illustrates the biblical text. Rather, I propose that ancient prophetic cry and modern spiritual dislocation illuminate one another—that meaning arises in their interaction, not in either alone.

The apparatus reveals process without explaining away mystery. When I show that “He turned His face—and we, our backs” emerges from tension between Aaronic blessing and contemporary estrangement, I do not solve the line’s meaning—I multiply its resonances. The reader now encounters not just the line’s immediate emotional impact but also its dialogue with liturgical tradition, its inversion of expectation, its theological implications. The apparatus does not reduce mystery to mechanism; it shows how many mysteries converge in a single moment of language.

This transparency serves poetry’s deepest purpose: not to mystify through obscurity but to reveal the actual complexity of experience. When sources remain hidden, readers may sense depths they cannot fathom and mistake inaccessibility for profundity. When sources become visible, the true marvel emerges—not that the poet knows obscure references, but that these disparate materials can achieve such unity, that ancient texts still speak to contemporary anguish.

Finally, reflection—not as conclusion but as ongoing process. The apparatus serves this reflective function, helping both creator and reader recall not just sources but the quality of attention that makes encounter possible. By showing rather than hiding the poem’s genealogy, it acknowledges that interpretation is always collaborative, that meaning emerges from ongoing conversation between text and reader.

Confidence, Not Anxiety

This method emerges from confidence rather than defensiveness. When apparatus functions generously, it says to readers: here are some materials that were present when this poem emerged, but you are free to make of them—and of the poem itself—what you will. This represents confidence in both the work’s integrity and the reader’s capacity for independent meaning-making.

Critics will object that apparatus risks over-determining meaning, that by naming sources I constrain interpretation. This objection misunderstands how meaning actually works in poetry. The apparatus does not tell readers what to think about the convergence of Nietzschean pronouncement and prophetic lament—it simply makes that convergence visible as one layer among many.

Consider the reader who recognizes the Aaronic blessing inversion without consulting footnotes, discovers resonances I never anticipated or intended, and finds connections to their own liturgical memory. The apparatus does not prevent this encounter—it enriches the conversation by adding another voice. Meaning multiplies rather than contracts when more materials become available for interaction.

The real constraint on interpretation comes from ignorance, not knowledge. When readers miss allusions entirely, they are trapped in partial understanding. When sources become visible, readers gain freedom to accept, reject, or build upon the connections offered. The apparatus functions as invitation, not limitation.

We live in an age where what was once common cultural knowledge—biblical narratives, classical philosophy, liturgical traditions—can no longer be assumed as shared reference points. This is not a failure of readers or education but a consequence of cultural acceleration. Neither poets nor readers can be expected to carry the full weight of cultural memory. When canonical works become unfamiliar, when classical allusions require explanation, apparatus serves not as condescension but as courtesy.

The apparatus preserves a record of one moment’s convergence—the nexus as it appeared when the poem emerged—but it cannot and should not constrain future encounters. It functions as invitation rather than explanation, creating conditions for ongoing dialogue rather than settling interpretive questions once and for all.

Method as Cultural Hospitality

What emerges is method as interpretive generosity rather than critical control. The apparatus offers tools for encounter while acknowledging that even the creator does not exhaust the poem’s meaning. The poem, once written, becomes available for encounter rather than possession, even by the one who wrote it.

This hospitality extends to readers at all levels of familiarity with the sources. Those who recognize the allusions immediately may find additional layers in seeing them made explicit. Those encountering Augustine or Isaiah for the first time receive invitations to explore further. Those who prefer immediate encounter may ignore the scholarly apparatus entirely. All approaches are welcome.

In this way, creative method and interpretive philosophy align. Both resist the fantasy of complete control or final understanding. Both acknowledge that meaning emerges in relationship. Both find fulfillment not in closure but in the ongoing conversation they make possible.

The apparatus, properly understood, serves this conversation. It is not the last word on the poem’s meaning but an invitation to the kind of careful attention that allows meaning to emerge. Like the poem itself, it creates conditions for encounter rather than commanding specific responses.

This is method in poetry as in interpretation: not a tool of conquest but a lens through which the materials of experience might reveal some of their hidden connections. The nexus forms, interactions unfold, reflection deepens—and occasionally, if conditions are right, something emerges that was not there before. Something worth sharing with anyone willing to receive it.

Songs I Thought I Understood: A Requiem and Reflection in Ten Refrains


Vinyl record on turntable
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These ten poetic reflections revisit the protest anthems, lullabies, and cultural hymns that shaped a generation—songs we once sang in innocence, defiance, or hope. But time has sharpened their meanings, revealed their silences, and unsettled their assurances.

Songs I Thought I Understood is not a repudiation of the music, but a reckoning with what we missed—or could not yet see—in the melodies we inherited. Each piece responds to a specific song, not by rewriting it, but by listening anew with older ears and quieter questions.


Songs I Thought I Understood

A Requiem and Reflection in Ten Refrains

by Donald S. Yarab

“For the ones who heard the songs and still ask the questions.”


The Ten Refrains:

Puff Remembers (after “Puff the Magic Dragon”)

The Valley Below (after “One Tin Soldier”)

The Flowers Still Bloom (after “Where Have All the Flowers Gone”)

The Needle Lifts (after “This Land Is Your Land”)

The Submarine Below (after “Yellow Submarine”)

No One Was Saved (after “Eleanor Rigby”)

The Wind Still Blows (after “Blowin’ in the Wind”)

Can It Be (after “Let It Be”)

Neon Psalm (after “The Sound of Silence”)

We Have Not (after “We Shall Overcome”)


Puff Remembers

(after “Puff the Magic Dragon”)

Somewhere over the rainbow,
Once upon a time,
In a land not so far away—
Yes, with dragons.

Puff—I remember him well.
He sailed without maps,
Carried no sword,
Only stories.

But Little Jackie Paper—
No, I never knew him.
He came, they say, with sealing wax,
With strings, with child-sized laughter.

And then he left.
As children do.
As they must.

Puff stayed behind,
Watching the tide pull dreams from the sand,
Waiting longer than most would,
Believing perhaps too much.

Now I am older than Puff was then.
The toys are gone.
The books are shut.
Even memory, sometimes, forgets its lines.

Still—
Sometimes I think I hear the flap of canvas,
The creak of rope,
The rhythm of a boat
That knows its way through time.

He may be out there yet—
Not waiting, exactly,
But still sailing,
With room for one more story.


The Valley Below

(after “One Tin Soldier”)

I remember One Tin Soldier,
The mountain people, the treasure buried deep,
The message of peace—
Unspoken, unread,
Trampled by riders from the valley below.

As a child, I did not understand
Why they came with swords
To claim what was freely offered.
I did not understand
Why they could not wait,
Why they did not read.

They were simply the People in the Valley Below.

But now—I know them.
They live not far from here.
They speak in votes and verdicts,
In profits and justifications,
In silence, and in slogans
Worn smooth with use.

Some are kind, some mean well.
Most are afraid.
Many never climb.

And though the treasure still lies buried—
That old dream of peace,
The circle unbroken,
The better world whispered in songs—
I see fewer walking toward the mountain.
Fewer still willing to wait.

The child I was weeps,
Not for the dead soldier,
But for the living who will never read
The words beneath the stone.


The Flowers Still Bloom

(after “Where Have All the Flowers Gone”)

The flowers—I see them.
They bloom each spring,
In roadside ditches,
In tended gardens,
In places untouched by war
Only by accident.

But where are they,
Even now?
Where are the promises they once held—
The wreaths we laid,
The songs we sang,
The lessons we said we had learned?

Where are the girls who picked them,
And the boys they gave them to,
Before uniforms,
Before funerals,
Before forgetting?

They bloom still,
Unconcerned.
Nature does not mourn the fallen.
It only covers them.

We placed our hope in petals
And let them drift into the graves—
Answers too proud
Or too ashamed
To be spoken.

Yes, I see the flowers.
But I see them differently now.
They are not peace.
They are not memory.
They are what grows when nothing else is left.


The Needle Lifts

(after “This Land Is Your Land”)

This land is your land,
This land is mine—
That is what the song said.
And we sang it,
Hand in hand,
Before we knew
Who drew the lines.

From California to the New York island—
Yes, the rivers still run,
The redwoods still rise,
But whose boots
Are turned away
At the fence?
Whose tent
Stands just outside
The melody?

I walked that ribbon of highway once.
I saw the “No Trespassing” sign,
Half-buried in dust.
And behind it—
Nothing but wind,
And memory.

This land was made for you and me.
But the deed was never signed.
Or if it was,
It has been lost
Beneath centuries of ash and ink.

The voices fall quiet.
The turntable slows.
The needle lifts.

And still the land stretches,
Unresolved.
The chorus unreturned.
The question unsung.


The Submarine Below

(after “Yellow Submarine”)

We all lived there, once—
In the Yellow Submarine.
Or so we sang.

A vessel of laughter,
Of porthole dreams
And choruses in perfect time.

We believed in it,
In its bright hull,
Its cartoon courage,
Its watertight world
Where everyone belonged
And nothing intruded.

Unity,
We thought,
Could be painted in primary colors.
Could float beneath the noise,
And keep us safe.

But the world knocked.
And the hull bent.
And the sea
Was not always blue.

Some never boarded.
Some were told
There was no room.
Some were thrown overboard
Before the song began.

Now I wonder—
Was the submarine ever real?
Or just a dream we made
To keep the waters from us?

If it sails still,
It does so
With ghosts at the helm,
And a quiet
We mistook for peace.


No One Was Saved

(after “Eleanor Rigby”)

Eleanor gathered the rice like a rite—
Not a wedding,
But a funeral in disguise.
No one noticed.
No one asked
Why she did it alone.

She lived in a world of quiet corners,
Of teacups with dust,
Of pews that creaked
For no one in particular.

I did not see her then.
Not really.
She was background—
A figure in a verse
I sang without knowing.

And Father McKenzie—
He wrote his sermons by candlelight,
Even when no one came.
He believed in the act,
In the speaking itself,
As if God were listening
Even if the people were not.

I used to think
They were odd.
Sad, yes—
But distant,
Part of another time.

Now I see them in doorways,
At bus stops,
Scrolling through silence
On glowing screens.
I see them in myself,
In the way I answer fewer calls,
In the prayers I no longer finish.

All the lonely people—
They are not elsewhere.
They are not lost in some old song.
They are here.
And no one was saved.


The Wind Still Blows

(after “Blowin’ in the Wind”)

I remember when the answer
Was blowing in the wind.
We sang it as if that meant
It was near,
As if the breeze would carry it to us
If we just opened our hands
Or listened hard enough.

But I have stood in that wind now.
Not once.
Not in youthful chorus,
But in silence.

And the answers do not ride so lightly.

How many roads?
Too many to count.
Too many lined with names
Etched in metal,
Or cardboard signs that ask
Not for peace,
But for spare change.

How many ears must one man have
Before he hears the cry?
Enough to wear out the listening.
Enough to forget which voice was his.

The cannonballs still fly,
Though we call them by different names now—
Policy.
Preemption.
Profit.
“Necessary force.”

Yes, the wind still blows.
But the answers,
If they are there,
Have long since been scattered
Across deserts,
Across oceans,
Across generations too tired
To ask the questions anymore.


Can It Be

(after “Let It Be”)

When I find myself in times of silence,
I do not hear
The words of wisdom.
I hear the ache of asking
Whether silence is answer,
Or simply absence.

Let it be, they said.
And I tried.
I tried to let the world
Unfold as it would,
To trust in the slow work of time.

But still the wars came.
Still the towers fell.
Still the hands reached out
And found nothing waiting.

Mother Mary—
She comes to some.
But others
Find no visitor
In the night.

Let it be?
Can it be?
Is there something
We have not yet asked,
Some word not spoken
Because we were told
Not to speak at all?

There will be an answer—
So the song promised.
But I have learned
That sometimes
The answer is another question.


Neon Psalm

(after “The Sound of Silence”)

Hello darkness—
It does not answer.
It scrolls.
It flashes.

We used to whisper to the void
And hope it heard.
Now we shout
And hope it trends.

The prophets write in hashtags,
Their sermons flickering
Across shattered glass,
Their congregations swiping
And moving on.

No one walks the quiet streets,
No one weeps in the back pew.
The cathedral is a comment thread
Lit by the glow
Of the god we built
To hear ourselves.

No one dared disturb
The sound of silence—
That was the line.
But now it is all disturbance.
The silence
Is what we fear.

I remember when words
Had gravity,
When they settled in the chest
And waited
To be spoken with care.

Now even grief
Is curated.

Still—
Somewhere beneath the algorithms,
Beneath the noise mistaken for voice,
Beneath the sponsored silence,
I believe the old language
Waits.

Not to go viral.
But to be heard.


We Have Not

(after “We Shall Overcome”)

We shall overcome—
That is what we sang.
We locked arms,
Lit candles,
Marched softly into nights
Thick with dogs and doubt.

And some did overcome.
Some bridges held.
Some laws changed.
Some doors opened.

But not all.

Not for everyone.
Not everywhere.
And not for long.

Some came after
And tore down the signs,
Or rewrote them in finer script.
Some left the door ajar
Just wide enough
To say it had been opened.

I do not mock the song.
I remember it.
In the bones.
In the breath held
Before a verdict.
In the quiet
After a child is buried.

We shall overcome—
We whispered it
When shouting would not do.

But the road is longer
Than the hymnbook said.
And the hill steeper
Than memory allows.

We have not.
Not yet.

Still—
There is something in the singing,
Even now.
Even if the words tremble.
Even if the chorus
Grows thin.