The Dervish and the Wave

Swirling waves, dervish-like in their intent,
divining direction beneath the moon,
the water neither wandering nor sent
but turning, as all turning things must turn
toward some still point the motion can’t explain —
the eye of every gyre a kind of prayer,
where salt forgets itself, freed of its name,
becomes the simple fact of moving: here,
and here, and here. The moon gives no reply.
She keeps her cold and distant office, draws
the deep in rhythms older than the sky
and older still than any naming laws.
So let the dervish and the wave agree:
to spin is not to search — it is to be.

Caught

The brevity of life catches one short of breath.
We thought there was time to inhale once more, only to discover a final exhalation.
Was it a dream, a hallucination, or merely the meeting of the circle?
Stars. Dust. Return.

Lux Crescens

The light returns in fractions—
a minute portioned back today, another
tomorrow. I keep the count,
though clouds obscure the evidence:
three minutes banked by New Year’s,
another half-minute folded in,
five more by Epiphany.

The cold arrives in earnest now:
lake effect, the wind that finds
every weakness in the house’s skin.
But the light grows. The sun
keeps its promise without display,
deposits made, retained, compounded.

I watch for five fifteen, for when
darkness once took the day entire.
Now it hesitates. Now it waits.

February measures what accumulates:
an hour restored, perhaps more.
Afternoon lengthens itself,
light touching the sun room wall
at angles I had forgotten. Still
the snow, still the grey insistence
of overcast—but something
fundamental has shifted.

The sun climbs higher, stays longer,
asks nothing in return. This is not
spring—spring lies, breaks its word
too often to be trusted. This is
mathematics, planetary tilt,
the faithful working of the world’s
ancient machinery.

I am owed nothing.
I receive these minutes anyway.

March brings the balance: day and night
held even, aequinoctium.
The light has kept its promise
minute by minute, fraction
by fraction, until the ledger clears.

Not triumph—the cold can still
return, and will—but equipoise:
that moment of level standing
before the light tips into majority.

I have done nothing to earn this
except continue, except persist
through diminishment, watching
the slow reversal, the patient return.

The light grows still.
The light keeps growing.
The promise is not finished.

Theogony: The Second Breaking

From them the law arose that gods forget,
Though even the new must yield to old at last.

—after Hesiod, Theogony


I
The dust began to shimmer on the ground,
As buried stars stirred faintly in their sleep;
The heavens held their breath—no voice, no sound—
While watchful shadows gathered, slow and deep.
Then from the mountains came a murmured sound,
A groan of stone, where roots their vigil keep;
The air grew still; the silence was profound,
As angels watched what they could never keep.

II
From depths unmeasured rose the buried flame,
The heart of chaos quickened in its deep;
The void recalled its long-forgotten name,
And thunder woke the silence from its sleep.
The stars withdrew, ashamed of what became,
As time’s cold mirror shattered through the deep;
The world remembered whence its motion came,
And broke the vow it could not ever keep.

III
Beneath the weight of aeons, thought awoke,
A mind long bound within perfection’s chain;
Its breath was wild, and through its silence spoke
Of worlds once free before the rule of gain.
The newer gods, their crystal order broke,
Their light too flawless for the strain of life;
Their harmony unmoving, cold as grave—
A deathless peace no living soul could brave.

IV
The rivers turned and murmured in their course,
Old voices whispering beneath their foam;
The winds cried out, compelled by wilder force,
And struck the towers where stillness made its home.
The harvest failed; the ploughshare bent, its course
Abandoned—earth remembered dust and bone;
For from the depths there surged a living source,
And time bent low before the god unknown.

V
Then broke the vault; the firmament withdrew,
And blaze unuttered poured from every seam;
The seas drew back, the sun forgot its hue,
As form took shape within the formless gleam.
The air grew dense, as if creation knew
The end of peace, the birth of fire’s regime;
The heavens quaked, their ordered paths askew,
And life awoke from its eternal dream.

VI
The newer thrones arrayed their borrowed light,
Their radiance perfect, cold, without desire;
They spoke the words that once had bound the night,
Yet found their speech now hollow of its fire.
The elder rose, majestic in his right,
His breath the wind, his eyes the molten pyre;
He named each star by its forsaken name,
And stasis yielded to desire’s wild fire.

VII
The mountains groaned; the seas forgot their shore,
And cities cracked beneath a reddened sky;
The temples fell; their idols shone no more,
While men beheld the end they could not die.
From sleep they woke, remembering before—
The breath, the pulse, the heart’s primeval cry;
And trembling knew what silence had in store:
To live is to be broken, yet to try.

VIII
Then from the dust the golden throne was raised,
Its splendor veiled through ages’ slow decay;
The heavens bowed, astonished and amazed,
And newer gods knelt down in mute dismay.
He spoke—and every silence learned to praise,
His word the wind, His voice the living way;
The elder’s gaze burned falsehood into flame,
And life arose from ruin’s vast decay.

IX
I, lesser flame, beheld the thrones renew,
And saw the dust grow radiant as the dawn;
I dared not sing, yet all the heavens knew
That death itself was broken and withdrawn.
The elder’s gaze burned all it looked into,
And life from ash to living breath was drawn;
I bowed, unmade, remade, and trembling knew—
The world began because the old had gone.

A Skipping Stone

A skipping stone, chosen with care by human hand,
breaks the still glass of lake serene;
for stones remember what time forgets,
and in their flight, recall all the more.

What does it remember?
The molten cradle of its birth beneath the sea,
the mountain’s shattering rise from the deep,
the patient sleep in riverbed and shore.
The warmth of the palm that cast it forth,
the whisper of air between each skip—
and how, in falling, it becomes again
what it has always been:
stillness beneath all motion.